Decided to start posting random quotes and photos that I agree with or that inspire me. This is just the first one of many pics. There may be one a day, who knows. 

Screaming!!!

That's what I felt like doing earlier today, and still feel like doing just a little bit right now. I wish I could. I wish I could just scream forever. Maybe I'd feel better about everything if I could just finally scream, cry, or anything. But I won't. I just won't for some reason.

Anyways, that's not really what this post is about. What I was wanting to scream about earlier today was how much difficulty I had to go through just to get a new cell phone. Too much if you ask me. Much more than I've ever had to go through when getting one before. First off, I couldn't get it to work online, so I decided to call them and order it over the phone. That would of been easier if my brother knew how to answer the phone. He had to verify the account, and made it look really bad that he wasn't answering the phone. After calling my sis and getting her to tell him(not being very nice about it either), he still doesn't answer, and so I have to hang up all frustrated. So after again calling my sis, I try again and he finally answers the phone. I finally get my new phone ordered, but it's being sent to my home address. The problem with this is I'M NOT THERE! I'm at school, and was hoping I could change the shipping address to my school address, but no, it has to be sent to the address on the account. Screaming was much needed then, but I again resisted. So now I have to wait a week until I go home to get my new phone. One good thing, I'm getting a new phone, because my current phone and I have come to an understanding that we don't like each other very much. It was a tough discussion to have, since you know it's an inanimate object, but it did get the point. We are just not meant to be, so we will finally go our separate ways soon. It will most likely find a better home through ebay, if I can find someone to take a homeless, abused cell phone. I didn't really abuse it. Can you blame me if it just happens to fall from my pocket multiple times? It's not like I threw it, even though I wanted to plenty of times. It's a Sidekick, and huge, and can't really fit in my pocket all the time thus the reason why it falls out of my pocket a lot, especially if it's in my front pocket. Anyways it shall soon find someone who may not drop it as much, but he or she(I never decided what it was) could be treated even worse.

Anyways, besides wanting to scream about getting a new phone(just to let you know that was a very condensed version of what happened, all of it would take very long to type and I don't have that kind of time), and abusing my soon to be old one, I also just want to scream about my roommate. So if you read my post from earlier this week, you know that it was my birthday. I turned a weird age in my opinion. Overall it was a very good birthday, the only problem I had was that my roommate didn't even acknowledge it one bit. She even heard one of our neighbors tell me happy birthday. But her and our neighbor she hangs out with a lot and also someone I don't particularly like since she thinks she can come in my room and basically take over. They both ignored the fact that I even had a birthday, and seemed to ignore me that day as well. I wasn't really upset about that since my roommate and I don't really hang out, but I didn't think we were on such bad terms that she wouldn't acknowledge this at all. That's really all I have to say about it. I wish I had gotten a different roommate a lot of the times, and tend to be very happy when she's not in the room or when I find something to do that makes me not have to be in the room for a very long time. Anyways that was my rant for today. I think technically I started this thing yesterday, but since it's now 12:10 AM, it has run on into the next day. I must of been really frustrated. I still kind of want to scream! 

19, a Weird Age?

So as of midnight, I am now officially 19. It's a weird age to turn if you ask me. You are still considered a teenager, but you don't really feel like one. So I guess it's a transition period between the teens and twenties. I wish I could just skip it and say I'm 20, but no that's not how this world works. Anyways, it's too soon to say how this day will turn out. I do still have classes that I have to attend, and I have to go to work. I feel I'm going to forget that it's even my birthday and think that it's any other Monday. I don't feel any different, and it's not like 18 where I'm able to do all this stuff now. No I'm still just able to do the same things I was able to do a day ago. Nothing's really changed. The only thing different about my life is that I'm in college and away from home, which I'm dealing with a lot better than I thought I would. So let's hope this is a good birthday, and that it's not just any other day, but really if it was I think I would be fine with that. Oh and the above image, I just thought was funny. I don't really believe anyone will forget my birthday. Anyways, it's just a birthday, and not even that big of one too.

Rain, Rain Go Away

Rain has decided to ruin what my friends and I had planned this weekend. We were going to throw our lives away(not really that's just what we kept saying). We had it all planned out, and it was sunny most of this week, but yesterday it just had to be ruined. And today is not any better. I had originally planned to go home, for my birthday, since it's Monday. My sister has her spring break on our birthday, lucky her, but since I wanted to do things here, I decided to stay. Also for some reason, I just don't want to go home. I really don't know why. I actually like home, but it's really different than what I'm used to now. It's only been a couple of months since I've been home, feels like longer, and I haven't missed it that much. It's got me thinking that maybe if I transfer to a school farther away, I can handle it. I can handle being more than a couple of hours away. I really think I can. Anyways, the rain has decided to delay our plans, since they were plans for the outdoors. We might do it Monday, which would make it a great birthday. Maybe we will, who knows. Well this is all for this one. I'm hoping the rain doesn't ruin everything today.

Alisha