Things you don't want to do when you're too stressed out:
1. Eat
Ok you want to eat a little, but to clarify, I haven't eaten hardly at all today or yesterday. I just don't want to.
2. Work on an English paper.
Typing 500 words on a movie that I watched the other day, just doesn't appeal to me. Not like it ever did, but I felt more confident about getting it done yesterday morning than I do now.
3. Talk
I have seen my friends today, but I didn't feel like talking. They think I need to let it out. I think I should just do whatever I feel like is best for me, and right now that's not talking. I have talked to them some, but they don't know the whole story, and I definitely don't want to talk to them about it right now. I just want to sleep and for this nightmare to finally end.
4. Go to class or work
This one kind of goes with the English paper one. I decided not to go to my Biology class today. It was something I couldn't handle at the moment. I also didn't go to work today. I called in and told them, but if I wasn't going to class than I definitely wasn't going to work. I needed just to rest and try to clear my head.
5. Anything
Truly this should be the only thing on the list because really I don't want to do anything. I'm wondering at this moment why I'm even typing this. I don't feel like typing 500 words for an essay, but I've probably already typed that much for this one post.
I plan on tomorrow being different. I'm going to try(really try) to just get over it, and move on. I'm going to go to work, if my class wasn't cancelled, I would go to it. So this is me trying to look on the bright side of things. Now I must try to get done with this essay. I have over 250 words, but it's total crap. It probably makes no sense because what I really want to type has nothing to do with the topic of my essay. I can't even really remember everything that was in the movie which only makes things worse. Again I'm going to try to be optimistic(it may not work) and this essay is going to get done. Wish me luck(in life and on this essay)!
i honestly think being stressed is the worst. it kind of disables you from doing anything else, because you're so focused on the fact that your mental health is completely fried. after a certain point, i just put down the english paper and chill. there are few things better than that.
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